i’m probably going to have to write up another donation post so i can afford the next month which includes
- an echocardiogram to finally see if i’ll need heart surgery
- gas money to attend the leadership summit we were accepted into
- the labwork my psych offices requires to continue prescribing me medication and my psych appointment
- a visit to my GP so she can refer me to yet another specialist who will probably just refer me to another specialist
- refilling my hrt prescription
- taking the SAT
- continuing to buy groceries and hopefully eat food while paying the past due fees on our internet/power bills
and i feel guilty for asking for the amount of money i’m sure that’ll ultimately total up to but again: i’m also very stressed out and i feel like i’m going to explode. no matter how much i work i can’t keep up with this without us going bankrupt
hey, so that’s the situation. we owe a grand total of $367 to our power and internet companies. each of my doctor’s appointments has a $50 co-pay. i’m literally booked 1-2 times weekly on doctor’s appointments for the entirety of march. i’m naturally despondent, and hopeless, and listless, and near-victorian in my fucking despair here. i don’t know what to do except for write another post.
i’m working but it’s basically only paying enough to keep us all fed and put gas in the tank. i have no idea how to crawl out of debt while also being put through the ringer to find out if i’ll need a major surgery that’ll just sink us further into debt.
if you find it necessary, feel free to DM and i can provide receipts on bills, appointments, and co-pays. we are two 21 year olds drowning in debt and the past 2 years have been so traumatic i feel like i’ll never dig my way out. fucking sorry! sorry for being like this, sorry for asking for this, sorry for asking again.
paypal: https://www.paypal.me/warene
venmo: @cabwaylingo
cashapp: $cabwaylingo
cat tax (woke up to him doing this to my partner this morning) & picture of me to prove i’m a real human bean.
two drs appointments in the last two days, a $300 hospital bill, and impromptu $300 genetic testing. im currently working two jobs and spend most of my time not working looking for more work. please consider tossing a hand my way
all of my paid gigs for the next two months have been canceled due to the first 2 confirmed incidents of covid-19 hitting our city